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Post by vicki on Nov 17, 2005 14:17:16 GMT
Today I went back to my old law school to give in forms to apply for the full time legal practice course, in case I decided to swap my part time place for a full time one.
I have a tendency to sugar coat things I hate after about 3 months and I had obviously sugar coated the whole law school experience, going back to BPP made me remember than all law students are twats, 99.9% of people who want to be lawyers are so far up their own arse they must have trouble shitting. I actually wanted to help people but thinking that makes other thinks i am almost a leper and from working at a law firm I have realized lawyers don't give two hoots about anyone but themselves, its very depressing.
I honestly don't know if I want to go down this route anymore, but on the one hand I spend 10k doing the conversion course and if I don't do the next course I might always wonder what if, but if I do this next course I am looking to up my personal debt to 33k.
Why are they all such arseholes, why is everyone driven by money. I really don't know what I should do and I don't understand why I haven't got a training contract yet seeing I have AAB at A-Level a 2:1 degree from a top 5 university and was in the top 40% of my year at law school.
Its so fucking depressing and I know whatever decision I make I will consider to be the wrong one. its very frustrating.
I'm done ranting now.
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Post by bigospedros on Nov 17, 2005 15:40:20 GMT
you've come this far ... you may was well see it through to the end ... in the words of Bon Jovi ... "keep the faith"
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Post by vicki on Nov 17, 2005 17:41:29 GMT
to be quite honest I am totally drained now, i really can't stomach doing anymore forms and to be honest I think I am being discriminated against for being crippled for a good two years which is highly unfair.
If I said I had done 60, 8 200 work question forms would you be surprised cause I have done and all I have to show for it is a vac scheme at a lame property law firm who though pay you 50k a year try and get you to part with your cash for drugs.
I messed up the interview I had the other week I doubt I will be invited back, i'm feeling pretty useless at the moment, what with the new boy in our office being treated 10 times better than me, everyone telling me he's smarter than me even though he went to uni in fucking Preston.
Really don't think I can get through the other course, but on the other hand I don't think I have a choice as you say I have gone in a bit far now, i don't want to have spend £10,000 for nothing, if you know what i mean. Mark says I should take the gamble and spend the other £10k on the next course cause the rewards are great but even if I get a job like that I don't know if I can do it anymore cause i'm not a bastard and have no interest in joining the petty-bourgeois.
everything seems to be a mess here, i really couldn't tell you that anything is right, not even sure about going away, though i never have been.
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Post by Joe 90 on Nov 17, 2005 20:00:29 GMT
lots of reading
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 17, 2005 23:17:39 GMT
Don't drop out and leave it.
You need to be able to look back on life and regret the things you have done, not the things you havn't.
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Post by vicki on Nov 18, 2005 14:07:26 GMT
I worry I will end up being a twat though, like everyone else there.
I hate law students.
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 18, 2005 14:15:45 GMT
Nah you won't, you're a really cool girl, you'll be fine!
Just stay down to earth and you'll get on perfectly.
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Post by vicki on Nov 18, 2005 17:47:17 GMT
I've already been there for one course and that was bad enough, i lost the will to live they were all twats
"my name is james, call me rory it makes me sound more like one of your kind of people" you what!
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 18, 2005 17:49:54 GMT
Thats why i wana be a PE teacher...I'm in charge!
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Post by vicki on Nov 18, 2005 17:52:07 GMT
what age of children?
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 18, 2005 17:53:50 GMT
Secondary school, so 11-16.
Going to try and single-handedly save our chav nation!
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Post by vicki on Nov 18, 2005 17:54:21 GMT
you're fucking mad if you don't mind me say
little bastards the lot of them
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 18, 2005 17:59:49 GMT
Nah kids are brilliant!
I work for a company called Kids For Life, they run holiday activity camps for little kids from 4-12, now thats hard 'cos you get some real livewires there!
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Post by vicki on Nov 18, 2005 18:00:29 GMT
I only remember having my face kicked in at school, I don't think highly of that age group.
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 18, 2005 18:02:31 GMT
I was the kid at school who used to randomly break out crying...don't really know why!
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Post by vicki on Nov 19, 2005 1:48:21 GMT
in primary school?
i bet that happens loads
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 19, 2005 1:53:49 GMT
Yeh in primary school. And yeh it happened loads! Didn't have a gf until i was 12 either...made up for lost time though hehe...
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Post by vicki on Nov 19, 2005 1:58:23 GMT
Didn't have boyfriend til i was 18, didn't have my first kiss til i was 18 either managed to lose the V plates before I hit 19 though, obviously I was moving fast there.
So its not that sad.
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Post by Andy (The Boss) on Nov 19, 2005 2:01:39 GMT
Good effort! Nice work!
Can't remember how old i was, 16 i guess!?
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Post by vicki on Nov 19, 2005 2:06:22 GMT
Did what it takes most kids a few years to do in just 5 months - alas I must be a slag ;-p
You guess, well i do think it is one of those experience people would like to forget, my mate shagged my housemate (who was a guy) for a bet for 20 quid she could take his v plates, that was just mean, he got drunk and just lay there and took it - and for everyone else its just - oh dear.
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